Choosing to orphan myself from my abusive and betraying FOO+ (family of origin and relatives) several months ago has taken more out of me than I realized and is causing me so much suffering.
I love them so much but there is absolutely nothing more I can do about that. I wasted my entire life trying to bring truth and healing to us.
I don't know if going back to work on my memoir will help or hurt. I don't know if I need to allow more time to grieve and adjust first.
Thanks for letting me express these thoughts.