Friday, August 12, 2016

I'm In Much More Emotional Pain Than I Realized

Choosing to orphan myself from my abusive and betraying FOO+ (family of origin and relatives) several months ago has taken more out of me than I realized and is causing me so much suffering.

I love them so much but there is absolutely nothing more I can do about that. I wasted my entire life trying to bring truth and healing to us.

I don't know if going back to work on my memoir will help or hurt. I don't know if I need to allow more time to grieve and adjust first.

Thanks for letting me express these thoughts.